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Takeoffs and Landings
All would-be buoyant beings face the same fundamental
hitch: giving gravity the slip. Birds, bees, spent leaves falling
from elms and oaks manage to perform that monumental
trick, if only for a blink. And so we, that late summer,
when the downward force of living had done its worst on us
(or so we thoughtnot knowing yet that small gods do not sleep
till up means down and all that's right has leftworld inverse)
believed we could escape ourselves. The cabin at the lake
was dark when we arrived, but we had plans that didn't need
much light beyond the stars beyond the open door. Naked,
lying there, I felt the barest touch, a brush or small nod
of recognition, almost, through my hair. Then realized
both your hands were occupied elsewhere. Though what happened next
is up for some debatewho screamed, who leapt, who chased the bat
with broom in hand, who hidin the end, truth is more than facts.
Those wingstranslucent finger bones illuminated in
the flashlight's thin gleamblur of sharp-edged flexibility,
relentless in the fight to stay aloft. You have heard me
wonder at the thumb-sized thing's curled toes, weird fragility
of the face's tiny pinch-pot nose. I never told you
thoughthe way, later, when we couldn't rise above the ground
we'd laid, how hard I wished we, too, had wings instead of blades.
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