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Comet
Sleepless again,
I went to the porch
to watch the comet
streaking its ice
across the sky.
The reliable stars
held their courses,
Orion and Gemini,
ignoring the drifter's
gesture that said,
Follow me. I remember
the great cedar
struck by lightning
when I was a child,
the way it shivered
and lit up but did
not break or blaze.
It died from the inside,
for two years
struggling to sustain
its green. When
my wife began
to accuse me of loving
another woman
and saw rivals
in every shadow,
I did not understand
that meant she would
never again listen
to me. Even now,
knowing the comet
is speeding in spite
of its seeming
stillness, I shiver
to remember those days
of happy madness
when I thought passion,
brilliant as a comet
or gleaming cedar,
could set us free.
Moth Aubade
Downstairs early to mill
the morning coffee,
I find the kitchen wall
beside the lamp
is littered with moths
exhausted from a night
of circling the globe,
as if its light were
the source of joy.
As I approach in slippers
they hardly flutter
but hold their postures,
perhaps in their small
thoughts counting on me,
a frequent dreamer
still drowsy from reverie,
to show them mercy.
Pouring the beans, then
turning the worn handle
till the brass gears growl,
I study every wing
designsolid, striped
or mottled. To the Greeks
they were all psyche,
spirit drawn to flame,
but this August morning
I wish, before they perish,
to revive us all
with the scent of chicory
and conduct them out
the kitchen window
singing their luminous
individual names.
Unnatural Selection
Now that I have peppered
the bird mix, the squirrels
are desperate, wire-walking
to the suet feeders, chewing
the cedar, raising a racket
as morning fog leaves
the meadow webs gleaming.
Ambling out with my basket
of sunflower seeds and millet,
I ask, Who has the right
to favor chickadees and quick
finches over the rodents
racketing on and sneezing
like people? The answer
language makes possible but
far from easy is, On this
white morning of stillness
and hunger, possibly me.
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